PLEASE DON'T READ THIS JOURNAL I USED TO BE A SHITTY EMO KID SO IT SUCKS.
BLARGH
FUUUUUUUUUU

Yeh. K. (: 

Thanks for ruining my day.

Life fucking sucks.

Wow, this is a first. My first actual post on Christmas day I think!

Well I have to say -- yet again, I've lost the Christmas spirit, and it's possible I won't get it back till I have my own children, and then from there -- my own grandchildren, it's sort of depressing.


Traditions are getting shorter. Trip to the cemetry took look though -- actually. Walking around there was rather peaceful for once. Aha my dad found a hole into the ground, we reckoned it was a telephone to the underworld, so I crouched down and yelled MERRY CHRISTMAS which was nice. :P My nice moment, aha.


Then to my aunt Cath, who thinks I'm a cat judging by her present to me. That and £10. Cheapskate. :/

My uncle gave me £10. We gave my cousin £20. Cheap bastards -- at least we beat them this year, I'm guessing?

Oh I want to do a post on 2008. I can't really sum it's amazingness up, but I'll try, aha.

So I got:

A camera.
A hair dryer.
Hair curlers+brush.
A DUCK THAT QUACKS AND LIGHTS UP WHEN YOU PRESS IT. RFJEIHGRTH. <333333
A Top Gear Book. <3333
Miffy bed socks.
DS accessories (in red too, woop.)
A Chinese bracelet made with awesome stones and stuff. @_@
Toblerone.
Bath bombs.
Smelly stuff.
Ferret on a ball. (lolwtfsrsly!?)
A tinsel halo. YES GTFO. AHA. <3
THIS CUTE OWL THING. ;A;
Er a snowman thing.
ERM DVDS.
£70
Some other shizz I think. SORRY I FORGOT.
Cards hehe.


It's been okay. :D Having my OCD to do everything Christmassy now though, like, for example -- I'm raving to The Christmas Song by Nat 'King' Cole.

HM. NOTHING MORE TO SAY OTHER THEN MERRY CHRISTMAS I LOVE YOU ALL AND SHIZ@~

Hope, whoever you are, you had a great day, and got what you wanted and even more~ hope you had a good festive, safe time with your family. :)




Happy new year~ ^_^

EDITEDIT: WHEN THE SNOWMAN BRINGS THE SNOOOOOW -jingle bells-

xd

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
5, 6, 7, 8 - Steps
(...sure.)

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Supermodel Robots - The Network.
(Riiiight.)

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Imaginary - Evanescence
(Aha, I do actually.)

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Do You Know What It Feels Like - Enrique Inglesias
(YEAH. DO YOU?!)

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Foundations - Kate Nash
(Is that a college sign?)

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Battle of One - 30 Seconds To Mars

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Pretty Woman - Roy Orbison
(What?! O_O)

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Ridiculous - Bowling For Soup
(LMFAO, NO WAY!)

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Mother Superior - Coheed and Cambria
(...erm... ...right.... okay...)

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
Gyakuten Saiban 2003 Promotion Image Soundtrack - Noriyuki Iwadare
(So basically... objection. :B)

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Jenni Let Me Love You - EMD
(...I'm my own best friend? :c)

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
You're My Inspiration - Chicago
(AWWWW. That's beautiful. -sniffs-)

13. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
The Willing Well: I - Fuel for the Feeding End - Coheed and Cambria
(...that's kinda depressing. ;;)

14. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Out The Window - Bowling For Soup
(Very paganist.)

15. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I Hope You Dance - Lee Ann Womack
(Yeah BITCH... you better.)

16. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Reckless - Papa Roach
(I DIDNT FUCKING MEAN TO BREAK IT, OKAY?!)

17. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Never Dream Alone - Ashlee Simpson
(AWWW. C: <33)

18. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
The Lunatics Have Taken Over The Asylum - Fun Boy Three
(LMFAO LMFAO!)

19. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
I Got Money Now - Pink
(I don't. Kthxbai. BUT MONEY IS MY INTEREST.)

20. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
This Is The Life - Amy McDonald
(Yeah. Big secret... out now. :c)

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Last Call Casualty - Bowling For Soup
(...sorry, folks.)

22. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Burn, Burn - Lostprophets
(Crap. Lol.)

23. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Magic In Your Eyes - Tommy February6
(Bitch.)

24. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Rock Your Body - Justin Timberlake
(He does. SEXYBACK... yeah.)

25. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
My Sharona - Polysics
(Yeah she REALLY needs changing... badly imo. :x)

26. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
1985 - Bowling For Soup
(Painful year.)

27. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS
Sos (Rescue Me) - Rihanna
(Though I'm Not Gonna.)

I have an epic headache, and I'm tired.

Great.

My friends are the most important things to me. Nothing else really matters.

Oh, and Goat fucking sucks. I can't go to London now.


Bitch, plz.

Does it really matter what I want
Does it really matter how I feel
Aren't you gonna do what you want
Why would you ask when you can steal

You take everything that I am
You take everything from me

So this is what it feels like to be used
So this is what it feels like to be lied to
I don't think I could feel more let down
I don't think I'll ever give a damn about you

You take everything that I am
You take everything from me
You take everything that I have
Just take everything from me

You don't know what I'm capable of
I won't let you limit me
You don't care what I think
If you cut me do I not bleed

You take everything that I am
You take everything from me
You take everything that I have
Just take everything from me

Why do I even bother?
I'm such a screw up I bit my DS and broke it.
I'm also getting fined by Barclay's.


I'm like one of those old men who forget to collect their bus tickets.

Failure.